20-9-2009 20:00Today is Sunday. Think blogging; last few days. Laziness! Obstruct from express of views. Before this try to write Story; Novel; Blog. All in vein. Use Internet two years before. At that time also try to create works. But, couldn’t. Reading habit also hampered. Nowadays can’t complete a book. Last two unread books are ‘Others Colour’ by Orhan Pamuk and ‘War and Peace’ by Leo Tolstoy. Bought some Pamuk’s, Dorris Lasing. Nothing is read yet. Is it lack of energy? Last Sunday like today, met with that vegetable-vendor. After a long time on last Sunday, suddenly realized that life is larger than….Today, that determination of long lasting wish come into life! Once, when wrote diary, this feelings generated.Playing, time-killing Freecell. Why a man wasting all his valuable TIME! Simply, a man dreams to all the creative things. But, evil of our mind spoil that. Wrote, two article. Given that to Z. Don’t know what happened that. Our system deteriorates day by day. Deaf ear. No one bother to rectify. Everyone is in Frenzy. All are seemed to be defeated! No movement. A bunch of greedy communist sitting in power. Simply, side of a coin. No difference. To whom tell. Class struggle is betrayed by a class of corrupted bunch! Sometime, wondered that can it will recovered. So many battles are fought in between. Won! This time our enemy is in within ourselves. Can we do this time?Hope! This the word of this time! Hope! Till death. Till the end is coming. We have to change our strategy.War policy is different this time. Nothing is new! Every thing is done before. All we know that we’re surviving. It is our entire fault. Because, when the good time prevail we simply waste it. We are becoming disgusting by our own misdeeds. Now the time come to rectify our works; our behaviour; our attitude; more or less whole of us. This blogging will be done regularly. The long lasting desire to write a story, an article came true with this blogging. Because noone notice it. The fact is lying here, undisturbed. Nothing to fear, to tell the truth. To reveal our fault. Our misbehaviour. Our misdeeds. Sphynix bird. Till then we’re not destroyed. We rectify the whole. And turn things upside down. 21st September, 2009 10:06Monday, September 21, 2009 2:42:51 PMWriting a story is difficult. You think so many plots. But the plots have no land. Nowadays Adivasi get momentum. Political situation is grim. Left front in-power gradually losing their footholds. Left front’s biggest brother CPI(M) losing the election. The decay of left front is not done in a day. It has a long history of class-struggle.In these 33 years, class-struggle is not flourished as it should be. Nepotism & Corruption ruin everything. The Party as a whole not blamable. The Party leader specially those who hold portfolio in public office. The People’s Representatives are mostly doing the damage. An MLA, an MP, who are also District Member of party hold same time another post within party. When administration not doing proper things, the Minister become numb & dumb. Party’s top brass develop a deaf-ear. Corrupted Party Member increase ugliness of Party. Where will we go? Party take no botheration. This is ‘Harir Loot’. When a corrupted person takes decision for people he is always thinks his profit. It is his priority. He never thinks that he belongs to a ‘Gariber Party’ (Party of poor). The people surrounding him feels betrayed. Maoist & Trinamool come together, The anger of common people turns volcano. Killing, tortured are already started. Almost 5 CPI(M) activist murdered everyday. Terrorise poor people. Affects their livelihood. Sometimes this maotri organize bandh. Another terrifying instrument misuse. Why all of this rubbishes I writing. I know party will not change. It can’t change itself. The bourgeois mentality people inside party. My blog is not noticed by other. Who will search my blog? So, why I published more or more truth. I like to write. Party obstructs one’s feelings. Party hurts sentiment. The truth is revealed here. The story of bloodbath fight. The class struggle. Why we ruin? Retrospective. Party’s deviation. Party’s arrogance. 20-9-2009 20:00Today is Sunday. Think blogging; last few days. Laziness! Obstruct from express of views. Before this try to write Story; Novel; Blog. All in vein. Use Internet two years before. At that time also try to create works. But, couldn’t. Reading habit also hampered. Nowadays can’t complete a book. Last two unread books are ‘Others Colour’ by Orhan Pamuk and ‘War and Peace’ by Leo Tolstoy. Bought some Pamuk’s, Dorris Lasing. Nothing is read yet. Is it lack of energy? Last Sunday like today, met with that vegetable-vendor. After a long time on last Sunday, suddenly realized that life is larger than….Today, that determination of long lasting wish come into life! Once, when wrote diary, this feelings generated.Playing, time-killing Freecell. Why a man wasting all his valuable TIME! Simply, a man dreams to all the creative things. But, evil of our mind spoil that. Wrote, two article. Given that to Z. Don’t know what happened that. Our system deteriorates day by day. Deaf ear. No one bother to rectify. Everyone is in Frenzy. All are seemed to be defeated! No movement. A bunch of greedy communist sitting in power. Simply, side of a coin. No difference. To whom tell. Class struggle is betrayed by a class of corrupted bunch! Sometime, wondered that can it will recovered. So many battles are fought in between. Won! This time our enemy is in within ourselves. Can we do this time?Hope! This the word of this time! Hope! Till death. Till the end is coming. We have to change our strategy.War policy is different this time. Nothing is new! Every thing is done before. All we know that we’re surviving. It is our entire fault. Because, when the good time prevail we simply waste it. We are becoming disgusting by our own misdeeds. Now the time come to rectify our works; our behaviour; our attitude; more or less whole of us. This blogging will be done regularly. The long lasting desire to write a story, an article came true with this blogging. Because noone notice it. The fact is lying here, undisturbed. Nothing to fear, to tell the truth. To reveal our fault. Our misbehaviour. Our misdeeds. Sphynix bird. Till then we’re not destroyed. We rectify the whole. And turn things upside down. 21st September, 2009 10:06Monday, September 21, 2009 2:42:51 PMWriting a story is difficult. You think so many plots. But the plots have no land. Nowadays Adivasi get momentum. Political situation is grim. Left front in-power gradually losing their footholds. Left front’s biggest brother CPI(M) losing the election. The decay of left front is not done in a day. It has a long history of class-struggle.In these 33 years, class-struggle is not flourished as it should be. Nepotism & Corruption ruin everything. The Party as a whole not blamable. The Party leader specially those who hold portfolio in public office. The People’s Representatives are mostly doing the damage. An MLA, an MP, who are also District Member of party hold same time another post within party. When administration not doing proper things, the Minister become numb & dumb. Party’s top brass develop a deaf-ear. Corrupted Party Member increase ugliness of Party. Where will we go? Party take no botheration. This is ‘Harir Loot’. When a corrupted person takes decision for people he is always thinks his profit. It is his priority. He never thinks that he belongs to a ‘Gariber Party’ (Party of poor). The people surrounding him feels betrayed. Maoist & Trinamool come together, The anger of common people turns volcano. Killing, tortured are already started. Almost 5 CPI(M) activist murdered everyday. Terrorise poor people. Affects their livelihood. Sometimes this maotri organize bandh. Another terrifying instrument misuse. Why all of this rubbishes I writing. I know party will not change. It can’t change itself. The bourgeois mentality people inside party. My blog is not noticed by other. Who will search my blog? So, why I published more or more truth. I like to write. Party obstructs one’s feelings. Party hurts sentiment. The truth is revealed here. The story of bloodbath fight. The class struggle. Why we ruin? Retrospective. Party’s deviation. Party’s arrogance.
